finding

right now i should be going to bed but i just thought i should write a little. i still do not have a job but i think i found happiness. today i woke up at 8am to my three kids and then i taught them about an island called lono and how it came to be. then we played. i had fun playing with them. after our learning and playing, my oldest daughter cristiana played a mean cat like she often does, while elli, asher and i hid under the blankets where she could not get us, then we held hands and went out to find the mean cat. then cristiana aka mean cat jumped out and chased us back to the bed. after an hour of this we are all tired and ready for lunch. after all this i made dinner and went on to my hobbie refereeing which could turn into a career. this day was a fun day and i learned that life is a lot more enjoyable when you do the things you love with the people you love.

Today

Today I have no job, but I feel free to explore what is out there for me. I do referee high school football more as a hobby than a job. I do get paid for it though. I've been laid off for the past month and had my van repoed. But I feel as if there is more to life than worrying about a job.
Don't get me wrong I still want to provide for my family, I have a wife and three adorable kids and one on the way. I am looking into getting into the National Gaurd and starting my own business. I'm 33 years old and figure if I don't start doing what I enjoy or want, then life will just pass me by. I don't want that for my kids or my wonderful wife. I want to enjoy life with them. Not let them go through life without me because I'm at work all day. Like the song says by Aerosmith, "I don't want to miss a thing." I don't and I hope through this blog, titled "thought offerings" that you will see my progress to grow and to think about the positive things about life. When you have nothing you have everything to gain. Hope you enjoy reading my blogs and feel free to comment.